lama idok update kat blog ni...bln 4 ni...walaupun belum sampai ke penghujungnya but there were a lot of perkara buruk berlaku...ok, setelah dah lama x di uji ni...I think mesti ada hikmahnya..mungkin itu peringatan drp Allah utk hambanya
the first ujian: I lost my asus notebook cause kena curi..haha..alkisahnya me & fiza went to pasar malam kat area damansara damai and fiza parked her car bersebelahan dgn gerai yg buka for pasar malam...dan jd cite ms tu kitaorg x letak pulak beg laptop dlm bonet...hish..hish....dan after x sampai 30 minit blk ke kete fiza both beg laptop (me& fiza) x de...perasaan masa tu...amazing tul lah org yg ambik ni..time cerah2 pulak & jalan sesak..hish..hish..nak menangis pun tak...nak gelak pun idok..maybe ayat yg sesuai msa tu adalah blank and lost...nasib 2 weeks before that I gi format laptop tu...so, byk data dah di backup...kat fiza pun sian gak..br je tukar external hard disk laptop...ok, moral of this first ujian...sentiasa beringat and sekarang ni struggling sesuai kan diri utk laptop yg baru ni..well as a researcher and student, it's quite hard to life without your own laptop or PC..trust me...melainkan memang tengah sibuk buat lab work...memang terabailah statement di atas
Second ujian: the worst presentation I ever had...during my defence proposal pulak tu...what the bad situation..ok, moral of the story, I am not the last minute person mainly for presentation...keje2 lain boleh lagi but when it come to presentation...angkat tangan and I hope I do not need to do this last minit thing. and skrg ni struggle utk betulkan proposal b4 submit next week..hope boleh lps for next sem...kekawan pun doakan sy tau..huhu
Third ujian: say bye bye to TPM scholarship...it was like a dream when I got the news I received it..ya lah, this is my third interview for scholarship and honestly I didn't aspect to get the scholarship..but because of the different field offer by TPM and cause of the word I promised to someone..I have to leave it aka reject the offer..I hope my decision is right for rejecting the TPM and hope they will find other person, the better person to replace my scholarship...thanks to panels for accepting me as a candidate for TPM and it's soo hard to say bye bye to something I'm waiting for...but the decision already make..ya Allah..permudahkan lah segalanya..moga ini jalan yg terbaik buat hamba mu
fourth ujian: ok, fine...I already been cheated (ditipu) by some one for past couple years..oh my!!can u imagine it.. perasaan? mampu gelak je, gelak kan sapa..well..kealpaan sendiri lah & asallah begap sgt (sian ckp diri sendiri mcm tu),..but like I' m saying in my previous entry...I am the easy person utk maafkan someone but for me to trust that person again...it will cause a lot of thing to do to gain my trust...I will be extra careful with this kind of person..apa2 pun we will stay be friend...
ok, puas rasanya hati leh tulis ujian2 for this month...for next month...segala2nya harus berubah dgn hebatnya...buang segala ujian2 ini di belakang and jadikan pembakar semangat utk Berjaya
ok, thanks for reading and take care!!^-^