30.4 pd 7 thn yg lepas

Assalamualaikum.....

hr ni 30/4...berakhir bln 4, menjelma pulak bulan mei...cepat ms berlalu and memasuki 4 weeks my life in UITM...cepat rasanya...

every year when it come to 30/4, pasti akan buat diri ini tersenyum sendiri....7 years ago, ms ni bertungkus lumus menyiapkan sesuatu...during that time kak ety was still in indonesia doing her medic and as the eldest sister during that time banyak yg nak kena cover...both maznah & ijah still sek men and tinggal me, pak din & amat je yg besar2...memang x akan lupa lah date ni...date hr perkahwinan along & kak lin and their wedding berlangsung di rumah kat sg besar...agak kelam kabut cause during that time my knowledge about wedding preparation was totally zero..ha..ha...( dgn mak andam dtg lambat, kiteorg x de bj tema, x sempat nak layan tetamu)& harapnya x de yg terasa hati...kalo ada pun, mohon maaf ya, biasalah majlis kawin ni & anak sulung...of course banyak yg nak di perbetulkan...

so, i think my family dah agak bersedia for next wedding,(when, ha...ha....let's wait & see which I don't think it will be in this year, perhaps next year) in sha Allah...and hopefully during this time we can work as a team better that past 7 years..in term of preparation etc. perkara yg paling di rindui dlm ms 7 thn ni in term of wedding, of course the next day event...early in the morning after breakfast....during that time rs mcm golek golek atas benda tu...apa dia? I think even small kid love to do it & everyone in this lovely world need it...kira duit bersama2....ye!!!!ms tu kat mata penuh dgn warna hijau, biru, kelabu, merah...ha..ha.....symptom materialistic terover ms tu....

Satu2 nya gambar ms wedding yg ada dlm simpanan...gambar2 yg lain dah di cuci & pc ku di bersihkan sekali oleh kak ety...me & pak din kepenatan after wedding ceremony. beza tak muka? ada nampak kegelapan di wajah ku pd ms ini? he..he....

k, sy kan taip2 lagi...take care, see you ^-^

post khas utk diri sendiri dan teman2

Assalamualaikum

k, hari ni date with antara one of my close friend during my school time siti fatimah hussin or known as Timah ke pesta buku kat PWTC...overall, k it's quite a lot of publisher over there from local to international such as springer, books publisher from our local university and others. what do I buy from there...ha...ha...actually nothing, just look around and accompany timah (because the book that I aim for its quite expensive so  better i buy it online get RM 4 offer). ramai sungguh org kat sana sampai bersesak...so, I think next time kena buat sistematik sikit means org x akan jln melawan arus...just one door for go inside & another door for exit..just like matta fair, sistematik sikit...

k, bukan nak cite pasal pesta buku but to share some of nice phrases from what I read, k just enjoy it:

Tiada Jodoh Bukan Kehendak Kita.

Renungkanlah Sedalam-dalamnya. 

Tiada jodoh tiada kaitan dengan keturunan.

Hanya belum sampai masanya.

Ia bagai menanti jambatan untuk ke seberang.

Kalau panjang jambatannya jauhlah perjalanan kita.

Ada org jodohnya cepat sebab jambatannya singkat.

Usia 25 tahun rasanya belumlah terlalu lewat.

Dan usia 35 tahun belum apa² kalau sepanjang usia itu telah digunakan untuk membina kecemerlangan.

Nyatakanlah perasaan dan keinginan anda itu dalam doa² lewat solat.

Allah mendengar.

Wanita baik untuk lelaki yang baik, sebaliknya wanita jahat untuk lelaki yang jahat.

Biar lambat jodoh asalkan mendapat ‘Right Person’ dan biar seorang diri daripada menjadi mangsa lelaki/perempuan yang tidak beriman kemudian nanti.

Memang kita mudah tersilap mentafsir kehidupan ini.

Kita selalu sangka, aku pasti bahagia kalau mendapat ini.

Hakikatnya, apabila kita benar² mendapat apa yang kita inginkan itu, ia juga datang bersama masalah.

Kita selalu melihat orang memandu kereta mewah dan terdetiklah di hati kita, bahagianya org itu.

Hakikatnya apabila kita sendiri telah memiliki kereta mewah kita ditimpa pelbagai kerenah.

Tidak mustahil pula org yang memandu kereta mewah (walaupun sebenarnya tak mewah) terpaksa membayar lebih tatkala berhenti untuk membeli durian di tepi jalan.

Orang lain membeli dengan harga biasa, dia terpaksa membayar berlipat ganda.

Ketika anda terperangkap dalam kesesakan jalan raya, motosikal mencelah-celah hingga mampu berada jauh di hadapan.

Anda pun mengeluh, alangkah baiknya kalau aku hanya menunggang sebuah motosikal seperti itu dan cepat sampai ke tempat yang dituju.

Padahal si penunggang motosikal mungkin sedang memikirkan bilakah dia akan memandu kereta di tengah² bandar raya.

Bukan semua yang anda sangka membahagiakan itu benar² membahagiakan.

Bahagianya mungkin ada tapi deritanya juga datang sama.

Semua benda, pasti ada baik buruknya.

Demikian juga perkahwinan.

Ia baik sebab ia dibenarkan oleh agama, sunnah Nabi, sebagai saluran yang betul untuk melepaskan syahwat disamping membina sahsiah dan sebagainya, tapi ia menjadi sebaliknya bila ramai orang yang berkahwin hidupnya semakin tidak terurus.

Ramai orang menempah neraka sebaik sahaja melangkahkan kaki ke alam berumahtangga.

Bukankah dengan ijab dan Kabul selain menghalalkan hubungan kelamin, tanggungjawab yang terpaksa dipikul juga turut banyak?

Bukankah apabila anda gagal melaksanakannya, anda membina dosa seterusnya jambatan ke neraka?

Berapa ramaikah yang menyesali perkahwinan masing² padahal dahulunya mereka bermati-matian membina janji, memupuk cinta kasih malah ada yang sanggup berkorban apa sahaja asalkan segala impian menjadi nyata?

Jika tidak sanggup untuk bergelar suami atau isteri tidak usah berkahwin dulu.

Jika merasakan diri belum cukup ilmu untuk bergelar ibu ataupun ayah, belajarlah dulu.

Jika rasa² belum bersedia untuk bersabar dgn kerenah anak², carilah dulu kesabaran itu.

Jangan berkahwin dahulu sebab kenyataannya ramai yang tidak bersedia untuk melangkah tetapi telah melompat, akhirnya jatuh terjerumus dan tidak jumpa akar berpaut tatkala cuba mendaki naik.

Berkahwin itu indah dan nikmat bagi yang benar² mengerti tuntutannya.

Berkahwin itu menjanjikan pahala tidak putus² bagi yang menjadikannya gelanggang untuk mengukuhkan iman, mencintai Tuhan dan menjadikan syurga sebagai matlamat.

Berkahwin itu sempadan dari ketidaksempurnaan insan kepada kesempurnaan insan – bagi yang mengetahui rahsia²nya.

Berkahwinlah anda demi Tuhan dan Nabi-Nya, bukan berkahwin kerana perasaan dan mengikut kebiasaan.

Jodoh usah terlalu dirisaukan, tiba masanya ia akan datang menjemput, namun perlu juga anda membuka lorong²nya agar jemputan itu mudah sampai dan tidak terhalang. “

Seorang teman pernah berpesan..

“Kadang² Allah sembunyikan matahari..

Dia datangkan petir dan kilat..

kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya,

kemana hilangnya sinar..

Rupa²nya.. Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi..” ”

“Cinta yang disemadikan tidak mungkin layu selagi adanya imbas kembali.

Hati yang remuk kembali kukuh selagi ketenangan dikecapi.

Jiwa yang pasrah bertukar haluan selagi esok masih ada..

Parut yang lama pastikan sembuh selagi iman terselit didada…”

Semoga mendapat jodoh yang diidamkan dan dirahmati Allah, amin…
Semoga kita sama-sama mengambil iktibar...... 

Kredit to Nurul izzati although I know who she is...but thanks a lot for that phrase.

  

Jadi mari fokus utk yg lain sambil berdoa padaNYA...jangan kusut kan diri

k, take care ^-^

thanks guys & welcome to new challenge

Assalamualaikum....

Firstly, thanks to my juniors for lovely kain & tudung and don't forget about the card...sangat2 lah terharu...k, comment for every speeches (ha..ha...perlu ke?) apa yg akak ajar & tolong tu memang x de lah apa sangat...sikit2 je just sharing some of my knowledge & thanks cause taught me something that I don't know...see, x semua senior tahu semua benda tau... and sebab x sempat nak tolong korang sampai habis, minta maaf banyak2 ya...uh...uh....

so...sweet.....rs sayang nak tinggalkan korang....

k, to ros : tu kena tanya 'abang' aizat awak sendiri ya....I tak tahu....ha..ha....apa2 pun pasal jodoh ni, doa2kan lah....sama ada dgn 'abang' favorite awak tu or some one else. amin....

k, here come the new challenge which was different from what I read and study...so, jaundice thing that float in my head, can you guys please give a space for me to read for your new friends. sila bekerjasama ya...that's what we call team work.  bg space sikit for another info. ops...its not sikit but equally, can you my tiny & nice brain....k, first challenge was to read about articles & journals & secondly was to search for a place to stay..and both challenge currently sedang dilakukan and hopefully will use to face it...rs mcm ala2 kembali ke zaman mula2 dtg kat USM pun ada...uh..uh...nasib lah...apa, I believe that everything that happen in my life, must be because of some reason..just need to face it strongly and minta pertolongan daripadaNYA agar dipermudahkan segala urusan...amin....

Suasana di uitm sg buloh....k, sekarang leh join syibli yg selalu kata 'uitm di hatiku'....ha..ha...hasnah cayok!!u can do it

k, see you soon ^-^
p/s: asal lah bila dah msk sini br lah berduyun panggilan keje di terima...msk bln ni je dah ada 4 interviews...tension2..rs nak kuar dr sini pun ada..uh..uh...

seni quilling...idea baru utk sapa2 cari bahan for book guest

Assalamualaikum.....

hari ni bercerita pasal seni...sapa pernah dengar pasal seni quilling ni, anggukkan kepala..ok, quilling ya....bukan kualinari atau yg seanggkatan dgnnya...first ms ima (one of my friend during my matrix time) bercerita pasal seni ni...aku pun terconfius cause i never hear it...but after ima showed a few seni quilling yg di buatnya...br lah diri yg terconfius ni memahami...seni ni actually senang je...( kalo ckp, nak buat memang sukar)...just need glue, paper & gunting and for sure your own idea, creativities to make it either it will be like a fairies, house or etc & the most important thing is all about your patience.

so, bg bakal b2b tu, apa kata jenguk2 ke fb ni....mana tahu anda masih mempunyai kekangan idea utk book guest or maybe on your birthday atau any present you want to give to your lovely friend, family or special one...harga? boleh dirunding tapi memang tip top design dia...percaya lah!! & of course will be fall in love..ha..ha...k, b4 I give the fb, jom kite tenok beberapa hasil drp kedai ni:

fairies yg di hasilkan....

nur mei 2013: hasil di paparkan di majalah...caya lah

leh request utk frame gambar...apa kata letak gambar family, friends or someone you love....tentu menenangkan mata memandang

contoh book guest on eha's wed.simple & cute

Iwan aka eha's brother book guest...cutenya...

so, apa di tunggu lagi...jom terjah fb ni:
https://www.facebook.com/pages/KC-Gift-Shop/132027366984108

anda pasti berpuas hati dgn khidmat diberikan.....k, see you soon ^-^ take care

p/s: dah booking awal for my guest book bila i kawin nanti, jgn lupa ya ima...tapi bila nya aku plan nak kawin....ha..ha....doa2kan ya..

    

Human Genom Centre aka HGC

Assalamualaikum

k, mengenali HGC for 5 years and 3 months....how I can get stuck in Kelantan & lovely HGC...yes, It was all my intension about I wanted to travel and learning a new culture & experience with ain's help. so, after I got a phone call from dr falil...it took about a week for me to resign from pusat tenaga insan enterprise and luckly I didn't promote as a permanent staff so it was easier for me to left and my nawaitu was one...I want to get my Master's certificate....

so,ms tu ada ain & eha yg menemani and not forget mar & arfah, kopang, kuzek & azhar..what a lovely MSU's member..he..he...so, mula2 duduk asrama and we got notice that we need to search our own home in Kubang Kerian area and that's how a story about 10 siblings appear..

HGC...byk memberi kegembiraan, taught me a lot about the mean of team work, patience, friendship, to be a leader etc. from junior to be a senior...learn from below and climb up slowly to be a top...learn from 0 to be a better person..from hating genetic at beginning until I start to find it so interesting and loved it..teaching me difficult technique until I master the technique & try my best to be a good teacher

melihat pada perubahan...hm...hm...besides new persons, the arrange places, director that been changed for 3 times, getting new staffs and others..it was no a big changed in HGC....unless HGC is transfer to a new building where I don't know when...he..he...

bila I got Ros as my junior, ms tu dah rs sy dah ada tanggunujawab utk jadikanya yg terbaik yg mampu sy ajar..and hopefully apa2 yg sy ada kekurangan when my senpai was not around me, she will not face it. and later when pei, namirah, amirah & kak ras came...byk benda kena bc ni...and deeply in my heart I sorry I cannot be there to help you guys,,,but don't worry just call or sms me...I try my best to help you guys

Mcm x percaya pulak akan menulis story ni pada ms sekarang & maybe after this akan kekurangan post for kubang kerian and post sg buloh akan menyusul..it's like a dream...he..he...semua kenangan yg terindah akan tetap di dalam hati ini & mostly I will not forget about the environment, student, staff & mainly HGC sampai bila2...although di mana2 HGC will be still in my heart...

p/s: batch yg konvo hr tu pun dah ramai yg sambung & only tasya had an offer to be science officer in Bau, Sarawak...apa2 pun hopefully we will met again...and maybe in the next 5 years some of us will have 'DR' tittle...In shaa Allah...k, guys lets pray for our sucess

HGC family day 2012

k, guys jumpa lagi ^-^

  

Kumon Kubang Kerian

Assalamualaikum......

k, post yg mengimbau experience as an English teacher in Kumon Kubang Kerian...How did I know about this center? Hm...let I refresh my memory...K, it's all started because of Tasya & if I didn't mistake around May or June 2009...The time we're planned to start our Master degree. At that time, Alhamdulilah I received my USM fellowship & Tasya got GA aka Graduate Assistant. Because the amount was not enough for her, she decided to had a part time job as a teacher and she got the job. That's how I know the existence of this center. 

I started to work at Kumon on the day I sent Maznah to her register day as degree student. Around September 2011. I replaced Ina (one of my lab mate) as she couldn't gave commitment to Kumon. As far as I remembered I didn't went through the interview session like my other friend & why because she (I mean my bos the lovely kak ha) needed to take me as English teacher as there was no English teacher at that moment. I remembered a girl (which I forgot her name) taught me a lit bit the way to teach them (my students) and the next day I need to handle the class by my own as other teacher (at that time there were 3 English teacher) went back to her parents in law house at India and that girl that taught me had resigned. So, at that day, the day when I started my 1 and half years in Kumon

My experience...hm...hm...from the shy teacher into fierce teacher..ha..ha...& thanks to you guys I have a little bit confident to start speak loudly...he..he...Thanks to give me some experience about how to teach small child, be more responsible in time arrangement, improve my English, learning how to talk to the parents and most of the thing is to be more PATIENCE which I finally understand how did my teachers try their best to make me understand a certain subject.

some of Math's teachr

English Teacher

What happen during class 

Math class

Me as a teacher

a siblings afiq & huda

Tahzir...a student that very taught me the mean to be very patient's teacher  

Lovely Damia tried her best to read a story book

My bos

Math's class in action

Taisir...very lovely student & so cute...he just 5 years old and he can read English story book very well

k, thanks also mainly to teacher muni cause tumpangkan I selalu after class. Deep in my heart although it was so tired to teach in Kumon (as I went to USM first and at 5 until 10pm I at Kumon), I really enjoy it. ya, to see some of child face really make we feel better..& at the same time I can earn some extra money from having this part time.Thanks to other teacher also for a great experience & the friendship. To both ala & neka, thanks for your cooperation & good team work..

At last, Kumon technique is good for the kids as this kid will be evaluate base on their talent & intelligent. It's different from the school's system. so, for parents, if you want your children to be a step, double or triple or maybe more step  from other children at their age, please try this method....Kumon centre is there all over in Malaysia. Not only in Malaysia but also in some of Asian country like Indonesia, Thailand, Japan etc. not matter in what age of your children, the teacher will try their best to teach them

k, miss you guys so much...& thanks for the experience  

     

after 5 years

Assalamualaikum...........

after 5 years, apa yg berlaku after 5 years...hm....besides of election day, there was something big happen to me...

although it was hard for me to make a decision, but I have to do it...after having opinion from family members, friends,'close friend' (who's that? he..he...) & positive thinking & a month holiday from any work which I didn't enter to the office & of course a month without salary...I decide to move back to selangor!!(bpk, ana blk selangor blk, suka tak?) 

ya, I admitted it was so hard for me to make this decision but I need to think about my future...to all my friends in PGM..Love you guys so much (nanti I post entry special for you guys), my students in Kumon, lovely house mate mostly: ain & not forget my 2 sisters: Maznah & Azizah (bdk2 ni aku leh jumpa lagi nanti...leh gaduh2 lagi)

k, I'm moving to new environment, work place, try my best to having a lot of friends, new spirit & hopefully what I am planning in my life will be just what I am planning...& hopefully, I can make it...to those yg keep asking about my 'special' (pening 2)...I'm working on it (ha..ha....)...kalo ada berita baik, I will let you guys know & as I promised if that 'guy' is not from kelantan, I will make a special event for you guys to know my 'special' one, insyallah (amin..minta2 lah murah rezeki pada ms tu), so nya x yah menyusahkan anda semua nak trn ke selangor (nanti sian kat korang....) tp kalo nak jugak, sangat di alu2kan (I like...) & if that 'guy' is from Kelantan, memang senang keje hambo....ha...ha....(doakan ok?)

k, keep in touch guys...nanti I dtg jumpa you guys lagi because a lot of my books were still there & there were few things still in my house & beside both maznah & ijah ada lagi kat sana

saya & mereka

miss u guys!!

 bah kata pepatah: setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan just we doesn't know when it will be appear...budi kalian akan dikenang sepanjang hayat...kita kawan sampai bila2

take care guys ^-^